My torment

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by Butterfly, Jul 17, 2013.

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  1. Butterfly

    Butterfly Pokémon Master Staff Alumni SF Author SF Supporter

    There's only so many times you can try,
    So many tears you can cry,
    So many gashes you can make,
    So many pills you can take,
    So many people you can tell,
    So many times you can yell.
    How can you make someone understand,
    About the death you have planned?
    That the pain you feel inside,
    Is something you cannot confide?
    When you scream out so loud,
    But silence is the only sound?
    When the good life,
    Is misery and strife?
    I’m so terrified,
    So petrified,
    The person I’ve become,
    So weak, so numb,
    Washed up,
    Beaten up,
    Fucked up.
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Hun you are not weak you are very strong to still be fighting to getting the help you need to continue on

    I am sorry your pain is so great hun and i do not think others can fully understand but they can try hun to give you the care and compassion you deserve hugs
     
  3. Butterfly

    Butterfly Pokémon Master Staff Alumni SF Author SF Supporter

    I just don't feel like I have the fight left anymore :(
     
  4. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    It is there hun it is the core of who you are You are a fighter just sometimes you get knocked down but you always get up ok always hugs
     
  5. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    It is difficult to recognize when one is feeling this way, that we all get like this...sometimes, we just do not know where we will get the next oz of energy to keep fighting...but some how, we do
     
  6. Butterfly

    Butterfly Pokémon Master Staff Alumni SF Author SF Supporter

    I just don't see where it's going to come from. I'm down to the bare bones, just trying to hold on.
     
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