6 months ago, and i really can't think of a reason to go on. i am 41 and disabled and can't work, i can't afford to feed myself and pay my bills,due to the breakup my 2 sons hate me.. the only thing in my life any good at all is my daughter,she is 6 but due to my wifes infidelity i can't get it out of my head that maybe even she isn't mine. i cry all the time,i still love my wife and wear my ring..but she says she wants me to die anyway. i suffer from MS. and a brain tumor..i'm in pain all the time and since i live so far away from any decent medical care i can't afford the drive to my neurologist. i really don't want to live anymore,there is no reason to continue this pain.