About an hour ago I found my cat Nutmeg dying at the side of the road. She'd been hit by a car and I heard it happen. They didn't stop, didn't even slow down. She was still alive when I found her and I stroked her head until she died. Then I woke the whole neighbourhood up by screaming. And my mum found me in the road holding my cat and rocking back and forth. That cat meant so much to me, for so long she was the only thing I lived for. She'd sit on my lap when I was sad and sleep on my bed all night, and when I wasn't home she'd stand in the middle of my room and meow. I loved my cat so fucking much, it's not fair that some idiot breaking the speed limit took something so wonderful away without even noticing. I'll get through this, but right now I feel so broken.