my worthless life

Discussion in 'Mental Health Disorders' started by saint6, Apr 29, 2008.

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  1. saint6

    saint6 Well-Known Member

    i don't know what to do, i want to get better, i have been trying to over the past months but nothings working, and when something does it is not permanent, i'm back to feeling like shit in a couple days to a week. i cant take this pressure anymore, my family has high hopes for me, go to school get good grades, you have to succeed in life, go through college, get out and be social, get out of your room and go make friends, SHUT THE HELL UP!!! i cant deal with this shit anymore, i cant fucking go on like this, im so fucking lost, i cant see myself going anywhere in life. im going to live on the streets or end up in jail i already know it. im also going to hell and right now i dont really give a shit, i gave up on god, nothing got better, im fucking tired of waiting for this shit to clear up like everyone says it will.

    well idk what im going to do, i cant fucking continue the same shit every day and night the same feelings i have. im loosing my fucking mind, i cant think straight anymore, i let my family down, i let everyone down, why the fuck am i still here? why the fuck would you put me here? fuck my life................
  2. ReGReT

    ReGReT Member

    Parents are required to have high expectations for their kin. Not because they believe you should live up to a certain standard, merely because they care for you. Nonetheless, I know it must be hard to understand, or perhaps you simply don't care. I on the other hand would be willing to do absolutely everything in my power to insure my child has a prosperous future. Socialising is an important aspect of life, regardless if disliked; it is a vital ability required to survive. I can't change your mind on the subject of your future, and im not here to feed you that "It will all get better" bullshit, because in reality, it most probably won't. It is entirely your decision in regards to your future, will you succeed, or will you become another meat sack walking the streets of our neighbourhoods. <Mod Edit: Inappropriate>
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  3. pastelmoon

    pastelmoon Active Member

    Your parents say those things to you because they love you. I know its sometimes impossible to see it that way but think about it. They say "get good grades, go to college, socialize" because they know you won't be living with them forever. They know that you will grow up and need an education to make money and need to know how to hold on to good friends and make new ones. Those things are critical to your entire future. The good things is that you are not alone in this. Your parents are trying to guide you in the right direction. Imagine one day that you have a child. Would you not want the same thing for them? No one wants their kid to grow up to be poor, uneducated and homeless. So that is why your parents are saying those things to you. Its a good thing because they care. Just try to do better. Once you do that for a while your home life will get better. Once they see you are making good grades and are headed towards going to college they won't have to preach to you about it. Just think about it.
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