I'd recently joined myspace and found a few friends from a while back. I contacted them but they all seem to be giving me the cold shoulder. One didn't reply at all and one only replied after I'd asked him if he hated me or something. He just gave me a short response and ignored my other messages. I asked him to be honest with me if he didn't like me. I can see that they've "read" my messages since it changes from sent to read but I don't know why they all seem to be so apathetic towards me. I really don't have a friend in the world at all and not even people who I'd thought of best friends in high school will even talk to me. People just don't like me, I don't like myself. What's the point really? I'd also mistakenly replied to a (ingenious) phishing bot, thought someone had actually taken interest in me. I wish my life would just end soon.