Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by MoAnamCara, Dec 25, 2011.

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  1. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist


    I'm here,
    Can't you see?

    I'm struggling,
    Can't you feel?

    I'm sad,
    Can't you acknowledge?

    I'm trying,
    Don't you know?

    I'm scared,
    Can't you share?

    I'm angry,
    Can't you sense?

    For the only one
    Who knows me inside out
    I am naked.

    So why can't you see me?
  2. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

  3. ZasuArt

    ZasuArt Well-Known Member

    I've had so little time in SF the past few days, but wanted to respond and reach out to you as you've reached out to me.
    I SEE so much in you, Mo... I see your pain and know what it means to be desperately sad. And I also see the lovely, amazing and priceless person you are, even though I know you can't see it yourself right now. It's not fair how some of us suffer so much while others seem to sail through life, and it's especially unfair when someone as sweet and wonderful as you is in such great pain. I know I've said some of these things to you before, but I hope you know that it's from the heart. You make such a beautiful difference in this world, and in this moment I wish more than anything that you could see yourself the way we all do. YOU are ENOUGH, Friend. It will be a hard day today (made so much better by dear friends like you), but I'll be sending you every ounce of positive energy I can spare. Sending love, friendship and hugs...T :console:
  4. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    Why to continue
    To breath, to exist?
    My presence
    Makes others unhappy.

    Incorrect words
    And incorrect actions
    Mount up over time.
    I create disatisfaction.

    How to continue
    To try, to fight?
    I am washed up
    And useless.

    I am so sorry
    My One.
    I am not that strong,
    I'm not sure I can continue on.
  5. ZasuArt

    ZasuArt Well-Known Member

    Your poetry is as beautiful as it is tragic, Mo... thank you so much for sharing it with us. ((((ginormous hugs)))).
  6. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    To you;
    You abused me,
    But I still can't call it that.

    To you;
    I am sorry,
    I never said I loved you.

    To you;
    I still deny it was rape,
    Wasn't it my fault?

    To you;
    I miss you so,
    I am sorry I wasn't there for you.

    To you;
    I still see your eyes,
    I wish I could rid my mind of you.

    To you and you and you;
    I was wrong,
    I shouldn't have done any of that.

    To you;
    I am sorry,
    I wish I were a better person.

    To you;
    I am scared, can you help me,
  7. MoAnamCara

    MoAnamCara SF Artist

    The dark thoughts
    Provide a reprieve.
    I don't want them,
    But they comfort me.

    Nightmares come and go.
    The swirling images and voices
    Bring me to the brink
    Of making the ultimate choice.

    I know I am wrong
    For wanting to make it right.
    Selfishly thinking my decisions
    Are suitable for all this night.

    My behavior says it all,
    Despicable, detestable and plain wrong.
    The truth?
    I just want to belong.

    Another year, another beginning.
    When will I get sense,
    Or take ownership,
    Or can I stop this madness,
    And do I have enough courage?
  8. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

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