I am not sure if this is an appropriate question here. If not, mods please delete this. But for those of you who have attempted, have you had a near death experience? I am one who believes in heaven and hell. The truth is, and I think I have shared this earlier, one of the things that is stopping me from suicide is that I might go to hell for it. When my mom was on her deathbed (she died from complications from diabetes) she was screaming in fear saying that there were many snakes crawling all around her on her hospital bed and snakes on the ceiling. My Dad was told that it was the medication she was on that caused the hallucinations. I was wondering, why see snakes? Why not see bats or a gorilla or other scary things? When I hear people speak of their loved ones in heaven I am ashamed to think that my own mother might have gone to hell. I do not know what your beliefs are but my life on this earth has already been very difficult and I am looking forward to the promises of God in the bible (I am a firm believer of the Christian bible) that there is another world where I will be loved unconditionally and be accepted. Where there is no more death, no more sickness, no more pain and tears. I am wondering what you believe will happen after this life. Has anyone had a near death experience?