Hey im 15, im from london. Well basically, over the past few years i've been bullied.. its not like theres something wrong with me, its just that i was friends with someone that these group of people hate.. and then they started beating me up everyday and taking the piss every single day just to act big and for a "reputation" . Furthermore i have lost nearly all my friends over the last few years, im always stressed, and im always arguing with my parents and they end up blaming me for shit i have nothing to do with. I mean they say i msut have done something to provoke an attack, when i have done nothing what so ever. Its like i have nothing left, i always feel depressed, ive lost most of my real life friends, I get beaten up at school.. and i have nothing to live for anymore.. Its like i wake up in the morning and i dont look forwarrd to a "tommorow" Its like walking up the stairs and doing small chores takes up every bit of my energy, my heads always aching and im always feeling drowsy. I have turned to drugs, and have been using drugs for quiet a while now.. but nothing seems to be helping.. I think im nearing the end.. And i feel i have the courage to finally take my life and leave this place i call hell.