I have these thoughts (voices) saying to me how n when am i going to actually do it. i have all these fantasies of how im going to actually go crash me car jump of a bridge hang myself. Its happening more often since i became single have more free time, the voices sometimes get so loud in my head i wanna scream. I drove to my local beach the other day n i wanted to walk into the sea n keep going into it, then i looked for somewere i could hang myself its getting out of control!!!!!!!!!!!!