Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
you need to talk to a therapist. do not try to handle it yourslef. Send me PM if I can be of some help. I am glad you di dnot buy a gun. Life is precious. Hang on to it. Life is precious. Try to think of happy thoughts. Get your mind towards some cheerful things.