Alright first of all, I lied about my age in a previous post. I said I was 30 something when I'm really only 21. But I do feel kind of old now. It all started 4 months ago. I noticed that I was starting to develop 2 very thin frown wrinkles on my forhead, so I decided to improve my skins elastistity. I went to the Body Shop and was told that vitamin C was a good solution, so I purchased them and started using them for 14 days, by which stage I noticed something odd about my forhead. I could see all these very tiny wrinkes all over my forhead. My skin had actually aged, but I hadn't noticed until it was to late. I was totally shocked and didn't know what to do at first. I went onto the internet and read up about vitamin C. I found out that if a vitamin C cream had oxidised it would not help your skin and it might end up making your skin age. I took the product back to the Body Shop and got a refund. I wanted to take things further and sue the company, but I was and still am too scared. All I want now is my old skin back. I am ashamed of the way I look and I never spike my hair up now. I just want to grow my hair long to hide my ugly skin. I've been using all sorts of different products for over 3 months now and still haven't seen any improvements. Some of the products I've used are rosehip oil, lipobase advanced night repair, claris anti-wrinkle control cream, and QV face nurturing night cream. If you know of any products that I could try using then please let me know. I will be very greatful. I really feel like suicide now. I know I am being really selfish and there are many people out there who are worse off than me, but all the bad things that have happened to me lately have all added up and this skin problem will probably be the final nail in the coffin. God has no right to take these things away from me. I have not done anything wrong. I've tried my best to be a good person but I just keep on getting problems and then I develop obsessions with things that take over my life. It's like I'm living in my own fair every day. I just don't see any reason to go on now. I have been told that things will get better, but they never do, they just get worse and worse. I would like to one day think that things will be different, but I just have to remind myself that this is a real world. Basically, I've had enough of life and of God. I'm sorry for being so selfish, but I probably won't be able to post in this forum again so you won't have to worry about me any more. I will go to a better place (I hope). I just wanted to leave a message somewhere, just to leave a mark that I was once here.