So I havnt made any plans but it makes me so sad that as i lack a bit of hope lately and try to prepare for anything that may happen I still cant ask for advice on rehoming my dog or get to say and hug goodbye to people I care about, I mean fuck Im so paranoid and confused sometimes i cant even tell who cares about me most of the time. Id really like some real advice on how to tie up loose ends well. Im doing fine but really hoping to get some reassuring ideas to feel better about a plan in order to avoid it if that makes sense. Thankyou for letting me vent my feelings 