Need Advice not judgment

[Emrys]

So I havnt made any plans but it makes me so sad that as i lack a bit of hope lately and try to prepare for anything that may happen I still cant ask for advice on rehoming my dog or get to say and hug goodbye to people I care about, I mean fuck Im so paranoid and confused sometimes i cant even tell who cares about me most of the time. Id really like some real advice on how to tie up loose ends well. Im doing fine but really hoping to get some reassuring ideas to feel better about a plan in order to avoid it if that makes sense. Thankyou for letting me vent my feelings

 

[may71]

Hugs Emrys

really hoping to get some reassuring ideas to feel better about a plan in order to avoid it if that makes sense

I think I know what you mean about having a plan that helps you avoid it. Like if you don't feel like you've got something hanging over your head, your stress level would probably go down, which might make you less likely to make an attempt.

While no one here would give you advice about suicide methods, advice about rehoming your dog and things not directly-related to suicide is fine as far as I know. I think if you asked on a pet-related forum, they might be able to give you the best advice. Would you rather keep your dog, it's just that if you decide to make an attempt, you'd like to have the option to rehome?

I know you've already tried some treatment methods without much success. There could be some other treatment methods that could help though. Getting better would really be the best way to resolve this, so I hope that's possible.

 

[Emrys]

Hugs Emrys

I think I know what you mean about having a plan that helps you avoid it. Like if you don't feel like you've got something hanging over your head, your stress level would probably go down, which might make you less likely to make an attempt.

While no one here would give you advice about suicide methods, advice about rehoming your dog and things not directly-related to suicide is fine as far as I know. I think if you asked on a pet-related forum, they might be able to give you the best advice. Would you rather keep your dog, it's just that if you decide to make an attempt, you'd like to have the option to rehome?

I know you've already tried some treatment methods without much success. There could be some other treatment methods that could help though. Getting better would really be the best way to resolve this, so I hope that's possible.

I know but your also right about not having anything hanging over my head, im really trying to reduce stress in a weird way i know. Ive checked with rehoming services but no one can guarantee his safety even with large donations because he was a poorly socialised rescue, softy but i have to watch him with small dogs and children. I just want to tick this box so im not stressing about it.

 

[may71]

I guess you could rehome him now, but you wouldn't have him with you. How attached are you to him?