Hello I am new here, looking for someone to listen who I wont scare or upset when I let it all out, this year has pushed me to the edge and I continue to run out of reasons to keep trying. I have people around who love me and care but I cant be honest with them as much as I wish I could. I have been fighting to remain optimistic but I'm at the point I just dont see the light anymore, I spend a good chunk of my day crying and wondering why I bother at all.