I joined two weeks ago. Two months ago my husband told me he didn't want to be married anymore. We are still in the same house for financial reasons. He often stays at his new girlfriend's house. This is tearing me apart. I do okay during the day when I'm at work (and I've been working 7 days a week for the past month) but evenings and nights when I'm home alone are the worst. I'm angry, I'm heartbroken and I have no close friends who live in this state. I have always been independent and never bothered other friends or family with my troubles, and I'm not ready to start now. So, SF, please share coping strategies when you're home alone and can't sleep - when you can't turn your brain off and can't stop thinking about the uncertain future, your life has been unexpectedly upended and angry, hateful thoughts about yourself and life in general.