I have done all my research and read many articles and books...Its not a matter of how its a matter of when I'll succumb to my demons inside...The inevitable will happen...Life is a gift from God...I know this all to well...But I'm content and happy with ending it all now...There is no reason to continue to endure pain and suffering...If life is such a gift why is that we all have to deal with a world of hurt...
Instead of succumbing to your demons inside, how about having the courage to defeat them? You know you have what it takes to win the battle…and if you believe in God, you know God is on your side when you fight against the demons…
You are still young. You can start all over again. You have family and friends who care about you. You have a degree in culinary arts and you are working on your degree in nutrition. There are more opportunities for everything in New York…
You know you care about your family and friends. Some goodbye letters are far from easing the pain they (especially your parents) would have for the rest of their life if you made your “final exit”. I’m sure you know that!!
You know there are other options. It may not be easy to get back up, but you know you have the power to. Also, with the lessons learned from your experiences, you can do better next time in all those aspects…
I encourage to have a look at the video clip below:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H8ZuK...eature=related
He has no arms and no legs. He fell...but he got back up!!
You said you want peace. Who would feel the peace then? The soul? As far as I know, no soul would choose suicide…
Please give yourself some time. How you think and feel will change - you know this is true…
Please hang in there!!