this is my first time posting, i heard about these forums from someone online. i am a 51 year old man, and i am tired of the loneliness. i am still a virgin, and havnt had sex, i see ppl all happy and "doing it", and i feel even more depressed. i've thought about hiring a prostitute for years now, but my morals don't allow it and i dont support the sex trade. i am really desperate and i really wanna just die cus i cant stand all this sex talk around me. i really wanna end my life to get away from this. any suggestions or advice, if someone else has been through something similar?