I've known this girl for 6 years or so and we've been really great friends. She's helped me through some rough times in life, but couldn't help me when I was contemplating suicide. Before I told her this, we were supposed to have some time apart from each other, because we had a fight. The fight was my fault because I had a huge crush on her, and thought she was making excuses as to why we couldn't hang out. Anyway, I was supposed to give her space, but I didn't, because I just felt frustrated with my life and she was the only one I could trust to talk to. I kept sending her email trying to get her to talk to me, but one night I really lost it and told her I wanted to end my life. She called the cops, and after searching for me for quite a while they brought me to the hospital in handcuffs. My friend hasn't talked to me since. I've recently called her parents to apologize for my behavior that night. They understood what I went through and were glad I was getting better. I haven't tried to talk to their daughter yet and I'm not sure if I should. It's been 8 months since that incident happened, and during that time she made no inquiries into how I was doing. I don't know how much she cares anymore. She still talks to my other friends but she doesn't ask them about me. I really want this friendship to work again because she meant a lot to me in the first place. There's just something special about the two of us being friends and that makes me really happy. Should I try to fix this friendship that we've had for a long time, or should I just move on from this. I don't know if I can forgive her about the whole cop incident. Should I? Is it perfectly normal for someone to call the cops on a friend when they don't know what else to do? All these questions are running through my mind and I don't know what to think or do anymore. I'm not sure if I should even trust her anymore. I wish I knew how much our friendship means to her. Considering we haven't talked in a very long time, I'm not so sure anymore. I'd love to have her back in my life, to try to be the close friends we once were. But I've been hurt by all this, extremely hurt. Is it worth forgiving?