Please does anyone here have a good understanding of or can direct me to a site/someone who does have knowledge about bipolar. I believe I have symptoms which match manic depression; but my doctor is continuing to treat me for depression and anxiety. I currently feel: -out of control yet in control ie not wanting to harm myself - cannot stop crying - i dont know how to feel anymore, i dont know who i am what usually happens after i feel the above: - snap out of it as if nothing has happened - feel i need to do a million and one things -mind wont shut down I am driving myself crazy, uni and work is suffering, my relationship with family is SUFFERING! I don't want to hurt my family anymore, I want them to be happy. I don't want to live like this anymore, I am driving myself crazy please can anyone shed some light on the situation?