For a while now I have been going through some issues that I feel I have gotten worse. So I will try to explain. For about 4 years I have had problems with porn, masturbation and sex. At the beginning it was ok but over time it has at times consumed me. I have become soo reliant on pornography, etc. But deep down I want to break away from this all. I'm going through another period where i'm not watching porn but something else has been with me through this year. That thing is, wanting to touch females hands or do something worse. Also it's kinda gone on to males as well but mainly touching hands with them. (I'm a male myself) I don't want to do that off course yet I feel I will. I'm compelled or have urges and thoughts which in turn scare me and thus I get worried and anxious and it just keeps going round and round. I feel I have a impulse problem/some sort of chemical imbalance in my brain. I am taking citalopram but stop for 2 weeks and now started again on 10mg. I feel they didn't work in the end but without them i'm having the same problems. The doctors want me to have some counselling. And upped my dosage to 40mg which I did ask for myself. I would appreciate any advice given.