Need help quick

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Candycarole, Sep 13, 2011.

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  1. Candycarole

    Candycarole New Member

    Ok a few weeks ago I started getting pins needles in legs armr and painful legs when I stood on them for a little time been getting worse then on Friday got rushed into hospital because I collapsed at my work . The doctors id lots of tests and found out I had trouble with coordination on left side next day I got ct scan it came back ok and all my bloods came back clear now I have to go see a neurologist and get a MRI scan I'm so scared I can't go back to work as I can't stand up for long periods as my knees and ankles get painful and I get bad tingling in my legs I don't get paid when I'm off work my partner is unemployed I have three kids I can't afford any more time off so I need to go back to work on Monday but can't stand up for long at a time I'm also scared neurologist won't find any thing wron with me and thinks its in my mind I'm so fed up with life and need someone to talk. With that don't know me I'm in despair over everything atm.
    I've gone out sitting on apark *bench with phone and bottle of strong painkillers I got from doctor *I'm so scared no one is about I don't think I will be able to stop my self now I'm trying hard but it's not working thanks for I take about five been ski need help quick
  2. Acy

    Acy Mama Bear - TLC, Common Sense Staff Member Safety & Support

    Hiya. I'm sorry you're having a tough time right now. Anyone would be anxious and upset.

    I'm not sure that I understand completely about work...Are you not allowed to take any sick days, or you have you used up all your sick days? Do they allow for any extra days if your doctor says you must take the time off? (I'd check into that and also make sure you're doctor can give you a note to stay off work.)

    Whatever might be causing the symptoms, you need the thorough investigation by your doc(s), and I'm really glad you're getting it done. Only the doc(s) will be able to figure out what you have and what course of action you need to follow. Perhaps you can call the doc's office and say you are concerned about returning to work when you're still having symptoms, and see what the doc suggests.

    I'll be thinking of you.
  3. Speedy

    Speedy Staff Alumni

    My thoughts are with you. I hope your appointment with a neurologist goes well. :hug:
  4. cutiepie132

    cutiepie132 Well-Known Member

    This could be from a number of things. A neurologist will very likely be able to figure out what is wrong even if those other tests came back normal. When do you see the specialist?

    Are you getting an MRI of your brain??

    Have you had any other problems with this. Did you fall and hit your head?

    A spinal problem can cause it, you could just have a problem with the nerve in your leg, worse case, it could be MS or a stroke.

    Try not to worry. They'll get you better.
  5. NiceGuYKC

    NiceGuYKC Well-Known Member

    Put away the painkillers and dial 911 or your partner.
    Please seek medical help immediately.
    Think of your children.
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