Ok a few weeks ago I started getting pins needles in legs armr and painful legs when I stood on them for a little time been getting worse then on Friday got rushed into hospital because I collapsed at my work . The doctors id lots of tests and found out I had trouble with coordination on left side next day I got ct scan it came back ok and all my bloods came back clear now I have to go see a neurologist and get a MRI scan I'm so scared I can't go back to work as I can't stand up for long periods as my knees and ankles get painful and I get bad tingling in my legs I don't get paid when I'm off work my partner is unemployed I have three kids I can't afford any more time off so I need to go back to work on Monday but can't stand up for long at a time I'm also scared neurologist won't find any thing wron with me and thinks its in my mind I'm so fed up with life and need someone to talk. With that don't know me I'm in despair over everything atm.
I've gone out sitting on apark *bench with phone and bottle of strong painkillers I got from doctor *I'm so scared no one is about I don't think I will be able to stop my self now I'm trying hard but it's not working thanks for I take about five been ski need help quick
I've gone out sitting on apark *bench with phone and bottle of strong painkillers I got from doctor *I'm so scared no one is about I don't think I will be able to stop my self now I'm trying hard but it's not working thanks for I take about five been ski need help quick