Hey everyone, I never thought I would get to a point in my life like this.. Just feeling really alone and hopeless. Things have been rough in the past but I always saw a way through. I am a reasonable and logical person. But now it feels like things are just going to get progressively worse and there is nothing I can really do but accept having a pretty horrible quality of life or just end it. The reality of the situation is I am a 28 year old male (almost 29) living with the parents. No job, no education, havent had a sexual experience for 7 years, completely isolated for close to 3-4 years with no friends (except ones from the past when I used to be semi-normal but which are fading very very quickly). I am riddled with physical problems which, though not yet fatal physically, are completely destroying me psychologically. I have tried multiple kinds of therapy but to no avail. I am weighing heavily on my parents mentally and monetarily and becoming nothing but a burden to them. I keep telling myself I need to try and co-exist with these problems and get out and live my life but after so many attempts it is apparent that will not happen. I feel like I have done everything in my power to try and remedy my situation but things continue to get progressively worse. I am up against the wall and I really cant believe I have actually come to the point where suicide seems like a logical answer. I wake up in hell everyday and I dont know what to do anymore.