I need help badly. My wife of 5 years left me earlier this week. And I've been trying to go on, I've went shopping for a new tv. That made me feel good for a minute until I saw one of her pictures on my computer. I'm in such pain because not only was she my wife but my best friend. So now I have no one to talk to. And I'm feeling more sad than you could ever imagine. And I'm not sure if I want to keep this up. I keep telling myself, maybe once I get a place on my own things will be better. But I have to wait until august, but even then I don't know if things will get better or not. I tried to commit suicide years ago, and when I was in the hospital I was told that I needed a support system. Someone I could tell my problems to, well what happens when your support system leaves? And she started dating someone a month ago and didnt tell me until last week. Any advice anyone has would be great because now my thoughts are getting worse and worse.