Today something happened and I am flipping out over it. It put me over the edge. I was driving my car and there is construction going on in my area so there detouring people on my street. So i went to turn down the road and the construction lady stopped me and was like you can't go down there. Now mind you the road was not closed they didn't want people going down there and doing u turns but mind you there is a public parking lot and a public libarary there but there not allowing ppl to go down there. So i told her i live over here so she was giving me a problem so I drove around her. So basically she stopped a cop and the cop was like oh she has mental issues and the construction lady was like oh i understand its clear to me now and then the cop starts yelling at me without even asking me questions. Im tired of being degraded by them and others. im sick of it all. I just want to die. and I know what people are thinking this isn't something for me to killmyself over but it's not the point. Everyone calls me worthless and treats me like shit so why should i live if im less than. Fuck everybody. I have a plan and im gonna go through with it tonight. and nobody can say im doing it for attention because nobody will know about it and ill be dead by the time they find out.