I'm new here, but in a place like this, I guess that doesn't really matter. I don't know how much more I can take. I'm coming up on the 5 year anniversary of my mom'e death. I was 16 at the time. I've had an eating disorde for nearly 8 years. Been cutting off and on for 6 years, and had multiple suicide attempts during those 6 years as well. I guess you could say some of them were just cries for help though. But now, the static in my head just won't stop. I just peace. For my brain to shut the f*** up and leave me alone. I don't have the guts to follow through right now, but the longer this goes on, the braver I get. Help? Anyone?