There's something I want to do in my life and I want it now more then ever. The problem are my parents, they are really against it, I can understand it at their part but still. I want to join the army as a guard with a dog. Almost my whole life I wanted to join but always my parents where the reason for me to not join. But with my current job (which I really love) there is no challange. Each day is the same, same time, same work, same people ect.. I can't stand it anymore, it's making me badly depressed even though no one can see it. Yesterday we went to a open day at an air base, with airshows and stuff. As weird as it might sound, I fell more home at the army base then at my own home. I don't know what to do. My parents support is really inportant but if I tell them I will join they might turn against me and then I'm all on my own. How should I tell my mother without breaking her? Serious, I don't know how much longer I can keep up in this "normal life" where each day is the same, I need action, I need motivation. I need help..