need or want... i dont know anymore

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by ThornThatNeverHeals, Sep 16, 2012.

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  1. ThornThatNeverHeals

    ThornThatNeverHeals Well-Known Member

    I make myself puke for the first time the other day. I didnt like it, but it calmed me down.... It has just made me want to cut so much more because i LIKE the cutting.... i just dont want to not do it, but i konw what will happen if i do it...
     
  2. Daphna

    Daphna Well-Known Member

    Hello. I want to ask you a question. Why are you punishing yourself? What could you have possibly done to deserve these self destructive actions? I used to self harm because the physical pain was more bearable than the emotional and spiritual pain I felt. If this is the case I would like to assure you that you have more control than you can ever find in self-harm. Whatever is hurting you on the inside can be dealt with in a positive way, and you can grow from this. I am here is you would like to know how or just chat more about it. Peace to you in Yah.
     
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