My GF and I have been together for over 4 years. She knows I suffer depression but doesnt know how bad it is (or anything about the attempts or me being in hospital). Lately shes been saying that shes been carrying the relationship and that I dont do anything exciting. This is true in some ways. I dont really like doing anything primarily because of my depression. I find it very hard to organise anything or to even get up in the morning sometimes. Whenever we do do something like go to the beach I get really agitated and hate every moment of it. I only ever do it for her. This issue has become so large that I am considering ending it. With this disease I simply do not have the energy to properly maintain a relationship and to devote the right amount of time towards it. What do you guys think?