Hey, everyone i'm new, i'm not going to dowl out my whole life strory on you because to be honest, the things that have happened in my life have knocked me back, but i have always (eventually) picked myself up and carried on. Recently i have turned into somewhat of a majory cynnic (sp?) and i get short with people fairly easily. But aside from the occasional depression and thoughts of suicide, what i can't figure out is whenever i think about all the crap that has gone on in my life i get some sort of undeniable feeling which makes me want to lash out and do "something". I always feel as though i should be doing "something", but i have no idea what! Its like my mind is undeniably telling me to do "something", but my body and soul have no idea what. Its scarying the hell out of me, have i completely lost it or something? Anyone else been through something like this? Can anyone help?