I have so many problems, I don't know where to begin, I feel that I will commit suicide, its just a matter of when. Nobody takes me seriously and I don't know if even I do. I need someone to listen but yet I'm not fully prepared to bare my soul out, I guess only if someone would truly listen to me. My parents keep telling me that unlike other people my age that have commited suicide, that they will always support and listen to me but those assholes don't listen, they don't care. I'm not even supposed to be depressed, nobody in my family has ever been depressed or gone to see a psychologist except me, I'm a complete loser and a freak, I need to die, I can't keep living as a complete failure. :sad: Everyone thinks I'm gonna be happy and successful in my life, but they couldn't be more wrong, I need to commit suicide. I'm the most deserving person of suicide, I feel that others who have commited suicide should not have and I should have done so instead. Why do I keep delaying the inevitable?