Hi I'm new to this site, Im a 23 year old male. I really need someone to talk to before its too late... Let me start with my story. During my first year of college, when i was 19 I was diagnosed with an eye disorder called keratoconus. This disorder destroyed my vision, i could barley see 2 feet in front of me. I couldn't work , go to school or drive. Luckily, for me my girlfriend of 7 years was there for me. She helped me so much. she provided for me,took care of me, took me to all my appoiments and surgeries. we loved each other alot. After awhile my vision got a bit better but was still shit. Then things started to change between my gf and I. We fought alot, my insecurities got in the way and there were alot of misunderstandings. She thought i didn't appreciated everything she did for me ,but I really did .I loved her with all my heart. i loved her more than any words could describe. We broke up and I gave it some time before talking to her again. She moved on after a brief period. After everything we have been through, she is now happy with another guy and it real breaks my heart. now i have no one here for me. and i probably never will given my situation, I've tried everything to get her back, but she has made it clear that she has no more interest in me anymore. I guess she doesn't love me anymore. The guy she is with now doesn't want her talking to me or being around me. I don't know what to do.I feel like ill always be stuck here without her or her help.. i can't work or drive. Dying seems like its the easiest solution to all my problems.... I have no one to talk to..