Hi, I know that there are alot of people here , but I just really need to talk and get this all out? See, I'm 12 going on 13 this year and I feel as if there's really no use for me here in the world. It's as if I'm a mistake. These feelings all come from school and partially my family who constantly make fun of me because I'm on the chubbier side. School's really, just really the cause of this. My friends and I were casually talking and all of a sudden they make me seem as if I'm so inferior and that being depressed is the worst thing ever. All I needed was someone to talk to and they turned their backs on me. I've never felt this bad in my entire life. Thoughts of suicide have been flooding my mind, I've been crying myself to sleep. I feel as if I really am hanging on by a thread. I don't know what to do. I've cut before and well, I'm thinking of overdosing on a variety of pills. Please, please help me. I need someone to talk to.