I'm trying to keep from committing suicide. I tried once on tuesday. I asked my friend for help and she didn't believe me. She called me a liar and that I was just making it up about being suicidal, but i'm not! I need someone to talk to because it keeps coming up and I keep wanting to die. But there is no one I can talk to. I don't know anyone's phone numbers to ask for help, no one I really know is online, I don't live near anyone I know. I don't know how to get rid of the feelings! I've nearly attempted three times in the last two days. I don't want to, but I keep having the feelings and I'm not scared of anything. There is nothing about suicide that I would chicken out on. I need help, and I don't know how to get it!