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need the pain to end

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by badlife, Sep 25, 2012.

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  1. badlife

    badlife Active Member

    i really need the pain to end. im just tired of no one giving a shit about me, never ending depression, only feeling sadness and anger, always alone most of the time i accually am alone the rest of the time i feel alone, to shy to talk to people except about drugs and shit. and a bunch of other stuff all i know is everything is just building up to make me want to end it all. ive basicly been depressed most of my life for the last like 10-12 years.
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    WE will listen here hun let go of some of that anger that sadness here ok Lots of caring people here to talk to hugs
  3. kote

    kote Account Closed

    agreed with total eclipse!!!

    there are many people here who feel the same and understand. with help from here i found the motivation to build a possitive support network so when the shit hits the fan im cared for.

    when you are here you are no longer alone and your opinion counts!!!

    please take care and stay well!!!
  4. badlife

    badlife Active Member

    one of my main problems is people judge me for how i look since i just dont give a shit anymore. also since i cant feel most emotions except anger and sadness. everyone also tells me i look like a serial killer. at one point it was happening to me daily. thats basicly when i started using drugs it helped me to get my mind off everything
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  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Hi there, drugs is not the answer. Most drugs are powerful and extremely addictive and while they might make you feel good in the short term, they will harm you in the long term, I urge you to seek professional help if you are not already doing so, we care here :hug:
  6. Mayflower7

    Mayflower7 Banned Member

    Hi BadLife,
    Sorry this is happening to you, please seek some help for your drug addiction.
    It sounds like possible depression as well, please visit your DR/GP.
    Hopefully a referral to a local mental health team, and addiction specialist team to help address the addiction problems.
    Maybe when feeling better will care again about yourself, try doing small tasks a day and building up slowly.
    Ignore unkind people, lots of people do care.
    Well done for approaching the forum to seek some advice.
    Thanks for sharing your story and please if possible let us know how your doing.
    Take care Kate
  7. badlife

    badlife Active Member

    ive nearly stopped doing drugs im down to only doing anything like once a month i only stopped bc i wanted to buy a car and drugs just wasnt solving anything after a while it became not even worth blowing all my money on it
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