need to cut again

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by qwerty098, Dec 11, 2007.

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    qwerty098 Active Member

    I can't remember the last time icut but the last few dayss i've felt like crap.... ive been feeling like i want to for the last 4 days i dont normlly feel like it and if i do its never normally that long....
    one of my mates said to me if i start to do it again he wouldnt be able to cope so he wouldnt tlk to me ever again. that just puts even more pressure on me.
    sometimes i wish i could go back to doing it when things get to me because of the feeling i used to get the secrecy, the feeling of when i did it.... being able to write poetry and lyrics that meant something to me. It may be weird but thats just the way i look at it...
     
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    qwerty098 Active Member

    Thanks. That seemed to speak straight to me.
    I don't know weather i do want to. I want to but then i dont wanna upset people and start f the cycle again.
     
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