So I was readmitted to the hospital last night (medical problem, not psychological). My platelets have dropped to 1000 (low and safe is around 50000). My main support person just told me today that he can't deal with my problems anymore, my issues are driving him to a nervous breakdown. I feel like shit for that. I'm scared, and for the first time in a long time feel completely alone. I was staying with him, now he wants me to leave, cause he can't take it anymore. He told me that I should just go home to my parents, knowing that they were abusive and horrible to me for most of my life. I just don't know what to do. I feel so lost right now.