I've had a pretty shit life, now I figure I've had enough. From a baby I was abused both physically & sexually by my mother father & even a brother. I went into care which I guess was ok but left at 16 to get married. I was beaten by my 1st husband & only plucked up the courage to leave him when my 13 month old daughter died after fighting illness all her life. I then walked into another relationship during which I was repeatedly raped & beaten up. I only got out of that after 7 years when he beat me so badly I ended up in hospital for 17 days. I seem to be depressed all the time but now I don't see the point. I'm totally useless at everything, anything I touch goes wrong & really want to die. Help!