i am having a big issue right now. i have had this plan for the weekend to do something i'm not supposed to do..... and their is only one person i really feel comfortable talking to. i have told only her things about me i have never spoke about to anyone else before. she used to be my social worker. i am having a delima right now because for some reason i feel obligated to call her right now, people have it in my head to tell someone when i have suicidal feelings. she is the only one i can talk to. the thing is, though, i made a mistake of telling her the feelings i have for her and with me being married i told her i know it wasnt approporate, and she isn't even a lesbian anyways, and that i would not talk to her anymore because of this, to remove myself from the problem.. i do not know if i should call her or not, i am not comfortable talking with anyone else.. but whatever the answer is i have to made that decision up ASAP because its already 3:00 on a friday work day and she will be leaving work soon if she hasnt already... what should i do??