need to scream

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by bloodysunday, May 13, 2007.

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  1. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    I am laying here on my bed, sobbing again. wanting to die

    i have had a bottle of wine already, i can see all the pain killers (yes there are plenty).

    i am sick of lying cheating bastard scumbag men

    i am fed up

    i want to die
  2. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Good Lord!!! Don't you dare let the fucker have the last fucking laugh!!!!:mad:
    Don't get mad...get even!!!!

    :hug: :hug:
  3. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    i have put up with affairs

    i have coped with rape from an ex husband

    i cant cope anymore
  4. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    Take a walk, phone a friend.....whatever it takes to get you thru tonight :hug:
    Know sometimes it feels like no matter what you do someone is waiting to chop you off at the knees, so lean on someone you trust :hug:
  5. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    phone a friend??? don't make me laugh, i have no one

    take walk??? i would prefer to die

    i detest me.. i make me want to vomit

    i am so disgusting
  6. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    he choose to tie me up. he chooses to stick his cock up my arse. i tried screaming for him to stop... he gagged me to silence me.

    I am so dirty, why why why

  7. bloodysunday

    bloodysunday Well-Known Member

    calmer now, love you mum and dad, look after nana and the kids. god bless you all xxxxxxxxxx
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