I feel like I should be stronger than allowing myself to feel this way. I know it is selfish to even think about giving up and these thoughts are kind of scaring me. I am thinking that it is possible that there is an issue with my medicine I am on. There is a part of me that is saying to just go ahead and do it, that I am not important and that I screw everything up. If anyone is willing to talk, I would greatly appreciate it.