I was tortured, drugged and sexually assaulted. I was disoriented and essentially had my identity completely pathologized by family and people who were supposed to be my friends. I am not certain on what caused all of this to happen, but I am certain it did in fact happen since I experienced it first hand. Things like this cannot ever be sufficiently explained since crimes of this nature are generally the product of unclear thinking, therefore unjustified, making it impossible to find the reasonable explanation people like me are looking for. I am now 21. I'm a guy. I am not sure if it is safe to discuss this in open forum since the details involve serious criminal behavior and could provoke police investigation.