I hurt so bad, im cutting again, and am thinking of the pills. I need to talk to someone, mostly in real life. I dont know who to trust, i dont know how to start a conversation. I really only trust 2 people (both teachers) but what happens if i talk to them and they go to my parents? nobody knows my pain, or problems really. Its all inside me, and if i dont talk soon im going to blow. How do i know i can trust someone? How do i start a conversation.