Hi. Sorry to bother everyone but I feel like I am heading for a second breakdown. The first time round I o'd;though my family never found out. I am a regular self-harmer;though I have lasted almost 5 months without doing anything until the last week. I am just so over worked right now. Someone left a different office and I have had to overtake their duties. I don't get paid any extra for it. I am also having to sit exams whilst working full time. I just get imposed upon. Am I a doormat?? They say they want people to work overtime now but I can't because I am so behind on the studying. It doesn't help that I am too tired when I get home because I haven't slept a wink the night before and all I do is sleep to catch up. I am worrying about all kinds of stuff. I have stopped talking to my family. I don't have any friends. There are certain things I remember from my past which I really don't want to recall. I don't leave the house unless it is to go to work. I have just started anti depressants again and genuinely feel worse. The past two days all I have thought about is trying to end it all again. I feel desperate to get away from the situation. But there doesn't seem to be anyone I can talk to. I don't want to end up spilling my emotions at work and getting the sack. But I can't stop myself crying whenever I am there. I don't want to live another 8 years with the same misery. I thought people were supposed to enjoy life but it has felt pretty crappy for a while.