Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by Nembutal®, Mar 20, 2009.

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  1. Nembutal®

    Nembutal® New Member

    i just want to die.. I cant fight this life anymore, I have no one.. I have nothing.. I feel sick when I think of the things that has happened to me, all I want is some peace.
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum.

    Do you want to tell us more about yourself? What are those things that happened to you? You can talk to us , you aren't alone. :hug:
  3. Lovecraft

    Lovecraft Well-Known Member

    I think it's quite clear what method you're thinking of, but before you do anything at least try treatment in therapy or from a psychiatrist.
  4. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    You know...I was just looking at my keyboard...and I dont have that circle with the R key. Just sayin....:blink:
  5. Lovecraft

    Lovecraft Well-Known Member

    Special characters like that can often be typed with some code like Shift + alt + 349 or something.
  6. Nembutal®

    Nembutal® New Member

    I'm just tired.. exhausted and in so much pain
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  7. Nembutal®

    Nembutal® New Member

    you know, so many people have had bottoms in this life...
    as soon as I think I have hit mine I find another one.
    The trouble is, my life has been so fucked up that I seek care from these kind of men, have no boundries and let them do what they like, as I havent known any different.
    I just want to be peaceful
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  8. Nembutal®

    Nembutal® New Member

    on the new year I took an overdose, I failed.. I then sat in a warm bath and sliced razor blades into my wrist.. I was found..
    I did it again
    I was found..
    I've spent at least a year researching into how to do it.. but every time I find my plan I have a gasp of life sweep into me, and for a moment I will feel grateful to be alive.. but then, it comes back.

    wish I could just etch a sketch the past.. forget it all and know a world of serenity and care.
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  9. timeflies

    timeflies Member

    I don't know how long you've been feeling like you're at the bottom and then it feels like you're going down another step but believe me that when you feel like that it doesn't take much to think that it is a new low. This is not true! It is only a feeling of something new and lower because of the pain I read into your words. I can relate to feeling that way and it was really only a little thing or two that "made" me feel crappier. Please look at one bright spot, no matter how little it is. Maybe something happened or something you saw today that would seem a little brighter if it wasn't for the pain and despair. Focus on that...just for today and tell us about it here, Please.
  10. xxicedragonxx

    xxicedragonxx Well-Known Member

    unfortunately, there is no way to erase the past. but try to think of it like this... the past is what makes you who you are. i know that sometimes it can be really hard to like who you are, but you have to take your past and make it into something you want to become. no matter how low you get, there always seems to be a way out.

    and you dont have no one.. now you have us... a bunch of crazies on highs and lows and in betweens that really understand what you are talking about.
  11. Samantha

    Samantha Well-Known Member

    >>>Hello Nembutal how do you get the registered trademark thats very cool:)
    very creative do you do art or anything like that?

    You been diagnosed by a Psychiatrist? or have you totally come to end of road?

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