Some months ago, I got back with someone I knew back in High school, things were great (so i thought) with her during the time we was dating, but on our last date she did a 180 on me, she did not talk to me at all, just asked if I had the money to pay for dinner for her daughter (who she told me was not going to be there) which I didn't I was pulling the last of my cash for the month out of my account for that date, then next thing I know we was at a local electronics store, she and a friend parted company to have a "girl chat" I didn't think too much of it at the time, next thing I know her friend comes to me saying jana does not want to see me anymore, and I was not even told why, all that was said, was I did nothing wrong, which to this day I still have trouble believing cause the finger is always pointed at me when every woman I have been with has cheated on me. Anyways after that I tried so hard to feel absolutely nothing, eventually that failed and one day I just burst out crying for a couple hours, I am glad that part is over, now I just cannot trust anyone to get close to me like that again, I am honestly afraid that the next person I even try yo get close to will cheat, lie etc. Its just a never ending cycle, I feel I some how have a flag or sign on me saying "easy to take advantage of." Here recently, I found out Jana was looking for somoene that could afford to pay for her debts and her life basically, and to be honest it don't surprise me too much..lets just say as spoiled as her daughter was, the apple does not fall far from the tree. I am just wondering if there is a way to get over this trust issue, cause right now its starting to affect how I look at my friends, who I almost pushed away form me totally, cause I was scared they was avoiding me. And I was about to push them from me before they did me.