I'm new to this site. I feel lost and hopeless I've always been hard on myself but I keep making stupid choices and I don't want to live anymore I know there's people that will miss me if I do die but I have to continue living with the pain and to be honest I dont think I can cope with it this time. I feel really lost and it's unbearable. I don't want to be in my own skin and I just keep self harming myself and I feel like I deserve it because keep doing choices that I later regret. If you read this please give me some advice.