If I began to tell you all about how gambling has ruined my life, i'd be here forever, but i'm 18 and gambling has massively ruined my life, through stealing off my parents. I got my first full time pay packet and the end of September, just as my parents started to trust me, I owed my mum money for rent and insurance. Basically I gambled all my money, my mum knew I gambled a bit of this, and I told her I was waiting for the money to come through to my bank. However, I now have 0, nothing, zilch. She is asking where the money is and if they find out I lost it all, my dad will probably throw me out the house and they will take my car off me. I really don't know where to turn... I don't know how to tell them without basically ruining everything i've worked for in the past 6 months. I really want to commit suicide as well, however the guilt of my parents hurt would be too much. If I kill myself, my parents wont cope, if I tell them, I wont cope. I'm so stuck.