Ive posted twice on the forums now,Im still having the same thoughts that I cant get out of my head no matter how hard I try or try to keep myself distracted. Im writing my mom a letter in the morning telling her I am having negative thoughts,I am leaving to go to Florida with my dad for a few days. Then if its not extremely better,Im going to do something. I cant go on in the cycle of feeling great then feeling like hell. My meds worked for a bit but stoped. I dont want too talk to my friends about it anymore because I dont want them to worry or think im a creep and stop talking to me.Just wanted to share my thoughts.