I know I'm never going to be a happy person so what's the point of continuing? I just don't think like the majority of people. I do things always thinking about how it will impact others. Will I make someone unhappy, will I hurt someone, will it just create a minor inconvenience, etc. I often try and help people as much as I can but it seems like no one ever cares about helping me. Everyone is so fucking self centered and it's all about how they feel. I just can't function in society and every time I look for work I just realize that I either don't know enough (even after wasting 5 years at university for a degree) or I just can't be part of that type of workforce. Why is everyone else forcing me to live a life I don't want? I HATE people and all I think about is either killing myself or one of them.