never going to get well

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Socialman

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Don't give up swimmer girl. I know you can beat this. It may take days, months or even years. Even I haven't beaten all of my demons, but I'm stomping them out one at a time.
 

warrabinda

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I had an ED for 8 years. If there's anything I wish I could've told myself then is that it's a disease, and by that I mean that it's not like you can out think it. There are different spectrums of it, and sometimes it can be less severe than other times.
It's a disease, it's not you.
There are various definitions of diseases but left untreated it can kill you; i think that's sufficient enough?
what treatments have you tried?
 

swimmergirl

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I have admitted myself for inpatient treatment three times, staying for months at a time to basically just break the cycle. I see an outpatient pscyhologist and psychiatrist and a nutritionist. The only other treatment option is to go residential, but my insurance does not cover it and it is so expensive I can't afford it.

I was doing okay for about 6 months, but the last four months have been hell. And, I have been dealing with recovery and relapse for about the last 5 years, before that I did not even admit I had a problem.

It just seems like something I really don't want to give up, can't give up or refuse to give up because it feels like the only comfort I have, despite how it makes me feel in the long run.
 

Nima

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You know what you shouldn't feel defeated go back to treatment and defeat the devil he wants you to be defeated you should show him that you're not weak go back to treatment and make yourself stronger
 
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